Quote: Learning seems to be more difficult than I thought it would be... I need to be honest with myself and accept that taking on board wisdom on an intellectual level is far from being able to really assimilate learning on the emotional front, and until this is done, changing the habits of a lifetime are going to be prone to backslides.
AMEN!
This is so hard. For me, there is the public Maya....who in writing on the BB can sound like she is really "getting it', and there is the in-the-house....in-the-chatroom....in-a-panic, MAYA who just rails against having to change at all.
I wish us all great strength, patience and persistence in making the lasting positive changes in our lives.
