You are absolutely right that I want and working on being not capable, but excelling at a healthy, productive, and satisfying relationship. I am starting to see the my efforts start to pay off. I’m feeling muscle where I haven’t had before, my communication to people has vastly improved, and most importantly, I’ve been the happiest I have been in a very long time.
I know my WW is doing OM2 stuff. And it hurts. It still hurts and I still break down. But I cannot throw that in her face to inflict any more pain. She is suffering enough as is already.
I am still not at the strength of where I want to be. But I do know that I am strong enough to make a stand on my belief and my desire for R. The anger is one of the last pieces I need to drop. And I am working on addressing that. I have to. It’s what started this whole mess.
