Joe I want to start out by saying that as I have stated before i think there are a lot of red flags in the information that you share on the board but I am really hoping this works out for you. Stories like yours gives a lot of hope for the newbies coming to the board.
Originally Posted by Joe2017
Well... Tonight I did it. i told XW about all of my feelings. It was a couple hours of arguing. Deep, painful arguing.
Shouldn't you be having this discussions in MC so it can be mediated by an unbiased third party?
Originally Posted by Joe2017
She hurts too but part of me doesn't give a damn.
Has she expressed what her hurts are?
Originally Posted by Joe2017
So tonight I got kicked out of XWs apartment because of this argument.
I think you should let her cool down and wait until SHE contacts you.
One of the things I really learned in this process is the importance of being able to control your emotions. Sounds like you are really struggling with it. IMO you have the tough talks in therapy and you spend time together hanging out and having fun.
