Well MC didn't go well on Tuesday. She decided to tell me she wants to start having her paycheck deposited into her own account. I didn't handle this well because I see it as one step closer to D. When I told her fine we'll do that and we'll start to live like we're divorced she got frustrated and said that's not what she meant when she suggested it. The plan is for her to pay me her half of the expenses. I told her at some point if this keeps going forward, she's going to have to refinance the car to get it out of my name. I noticed that when I start to suggest things that have to be done in order to D she gets frustrated or upset.
During MC we got to talking about OM and it spiraled from there. After MC we continued talking about OM and she told me we have to stop talking about it because it's only driving her further away because there's nothing going on with him. She said it's not good for us to keep having conversations about OM because it just drives her away. My question is, if she's so adamant about D, why does she care about being driven further away from me. This makes me think she's not as sure about D as she says she is. I will drop the talks about OM and see what happens going forward.
