LBS dealing with WW (part 7) (piecing?)

[Joe2017]

Thank you Blu. I don't know what to say but thank you. I am so lonely right now, because everyone is douting me, and they have valid reasons. Rasons I want to deny but know are just as valid as my reasons to stay.

Well... Tonight I did it. i told XW about all of my feelings. It was a couple hours of arguing. Deep, painful arguing. She hurts too but part of me doesn't give a damn. I told her about all or the triggers. The memories. The pain. The shame. The destruction. All of it.

We went back and forth. She has dealt with a lot of pain too. But I completely feel that mine is more valid. Hers was due to her choices. My kid and I were VICTIMS. There is such a difference!!!

So tonight I got kicked out of XWs apartment because of this argument. Oh well. She will probably take a day to think about what I said. If not she can decide to leave.