She doesn't trigger me, but I have intrusive thoughts all the time. She wore a sexy dress for me on a date last weekend and all I could think of was how I saw a picture of her wearing the same dress at a party I know she went to with OM.
One day she wore a winter hat that I know for sure was OMs, because she wore it a year ago when he gave it to her during our D.
She isn't even thinking about these things, because to her they don't matter. Because they're just her things that she owns... She technically is doing nothing wrong.
It's almost everything.
It's so much that if I brought up every trigger, she'd leave me by the end of this week. Lol. So I might as well be prepared to end this. Because it is going to be probably a year before I don't feel this constant anxiety about all this stuff.
Last edited by Joe2017; 01/23/1909:23 PM.
Save yourself. Nobody is coming! BD:11/2017 Filed:12/2017 Final: 2/2018
