LBS dealing with WW (part 7) (piecing?)

[Joe2017]

Thanks Yail.

I think one of the things that has been rough was how many triggers exist. Everything from riding in her car (which she shared with OM) to seeing our old furniture at her apartment (which she shared with OM). Hell even my social media suggested OM as a "friend I may know". It is never ending and constant. It makes me want to quit every day.

Every. Day.

It is affecting my life and I feel so alone. I have nobody to talk to about it. Nobody understands at all. Everyone I know is judging me for taking her back and warning me that she's going to cheat again. Not helpful.

I am not doing that great. XW is being supportive but I think she is going to give up before I do.

I don't feel safe. I may never feel safe wtih her again.