Building my best self and life with or without W

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Visitation schedule is not possible with my work varying every week. I coach and sell real estate and have a different schedule which changes based on appointments and seasons. I am going to do a google calendar. Unsure if I should do my work schedule on there or just D4 days I can have her.

Maybe I will drop the support from $2325 to $1325 rent or half $1162.50... I will do NC. I will talk to an attorney. Something has to change. Ignoring her has worked in the past I'll go with that.

My feb deadline in MC therapy was discussed that I file for divorce at that time. No its not what I want, but yes I am ready. I am not scared of it.

The convo telling her my thoughts was to make a change. Tell her what I want in a partner. She says anything but I want that too let's try, then Im done, no support. Then comes the change being no support - W go file if you want me to support you. This separation no longer works for me. Or level up with me if you want to be more than just D4s mom in my life. I work fing hard and deserve to be appreciated and valued, I am a dad half the time and work to provide for all of us. Im a role model for kids and inspire people to change....

So yea realistically Im done with leeway. I know that. I have to be true to myself.