Immature love says "I love you because I need you." Mature love says "I need you because I love you." - Erich Fromm
Journaling the weekend. Given the madness at work this week, I'll be kind to myself, and focus on ONLY positives
+ NG agreed that we should look for a new place to live in, even before we sell this poky little flat. This is HUGE, I intensely dislike the flat, it was to be a short term solution, and I will always associate it with the A. We had a ball house hunting, found a great place, and plan to make an offer this week. All going well, we will be moving in August, and this place comes with one acre of mature gardens, pool, large entertainment deck - LOTS to keep us busy
+ we spent much of the weekend in peace and joy. with no reference to the A. Had dinner with some friends Sat night, went to the movies (yummy Brad Pitt in Troy) on Sun. Managed afternoon naps both days
+ kind of touched on some R talk on IM this morning. NG asked what was bothering me, so I said that I was not feeling too strong, and did not know how I was going to put my broken heart back together again. NG said he understood (he's always been good at validating), that he will mend my heart, that he has some problems he needs to fix. He asked me to remember that he has ALWAYS maintained that we will be together, and that he will make sure we make it. Hard to feel doomed after that exchange, right?
+ NG came home after lunch, and went back to work a couple of hours later for a meeting after I left for the airport. I REALLY like this attention
