Hi KAW - You are so right, I think I do need to back off a little. I also keep re-reading Betsey's post of in his own time - there just seem to be so many layers to the letting go
I think I'm letting my pain and hurt cloud the issue at stake, which is our long term future. Both my workload, and the emotional binge, are not helping me, and I just need to SLOW down.
Thanks also for the tip, I really will catch up on Talista's thread to see what works, without putting pressure on NG!