I am definitely on the nutcase spectrum. I lied about my age and twins, but have always been honest about my mental status.
Best quote I have ever heard in my life is “This above all: to thine own self be true. And it must follow, as the night the day. Thou canst not then be false to any man/Farewell, my blessing season this in thee!”
We are here to help, Juju. Be true to yourself and the rest will fall into place...