I'm in a really bad place right now. It's dark here, and scary.
Im sorry to hear that. The end of any relationship is hard. Especially when you feel like the decision is being made for you. But as you, there isnt anyone that is going to 'save' you. Only you have the power to pick you up and get you back on your feet. If you let yourself get stuck...then you will still be in the same place in a month or a year or 5 years or 20 years.
Im curious as to what it is that is 'scary' to you. Youve been living on your own now for several months. So what is it that you are worried about?
And please PLEASE try to start getting up and doing some kind of GAL. Anything. I know that its hard to get up the motivaion. But the faster you start, the sooner youll get through this bad patch.
