I know people here say "There might be one more chance" but I've given up entirely on that kind of hope. She isn't part of my life anymore.
My high school buddy was the first to get married, first to have kids, first to find his wife in bed with another man. first to get divorced, first to have a kids with a second wife.
His first wife "recently" came back telling him she made a horrible mistake and bla bla bla...
The point is, we do not know if there will be another chance. Pick yourself up, become the best you you can with out her. Learn as much about what got you here as you can so that you will not repeat those behaviors again.
You ever watch "ground hogs day" with Bill Murry?
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712
