Sense more of a calm from you about all of this. Good to keep those expectations low. Seeing mine now 2x in a month after not seeing him for 1.5 years sure makes me think what you are doing is impressive. All I can think is, "what the hell did I ever see in this guy?" Yes you can be right or married, yes you have to shovel it now, but in all likelihood, you will get a chance to move past some of this in the future.
