Figuring Out What Comes Next

[DonH]

Greetings rom Porto Rico - about to pull into port. Wild girl is in The shower. Quick update - it’s going better than expected. Either my mind reading was WAY too much into all of this - or she’s feeding be a line to save face. She thought I was no longer interested, is shocked that I was upset or even cared to the point she started tearing up and pufuesely apologizing. Took three days and her talking to my friend but it all finally came out. I’ll give the whole story. It’s why communication is so important.

So I’m very glad she came and unbelievably glad I didn’t have to go alone. We are not purposely trying to spend alone time but it happens a lot by itself. Everyone is getting ready for port. I’d have been alone all day today so far. I don’t see this taking off again but BF had a reason to worry - I’m just going to say. He’s also doing all the wrong things - putting huge pressure on her and it’s pushing her right away. Full report when I get back but im having an amazing time - just about like I had hoped minus actual sex. At least all of the other effection is still there. Clearly I can’t let my and other people’s baggage influence me. Clearly this story has not ended. But relax I still see it all for what it is.

Full report soon !