- We still have stilted moments when the conversation is not quite fluid. I catch H with a sad expression on his face, and try so hard to ignore it. I try to remember the itchy butt discussion on one of Sage's old threads, and just 'let it go' - as suggested to Deb today - Our conversations are lacking the kind of endearments I would like – rationally I know it is too soon, but it is sooo hard, this patience thing. S L O W L Y - I'm still having a hard time with memory triggers – like OW's gift to H that he still carries around on his key ring – why is he so unwilling to put me out of my misery? But, I MUST leave it alone for now
I have teary moments in the privacy of the bathroom, or when I'm driving alone to/from work, this is no picnic. But I do take comfort from the fact that things seem to be moving in the right direction.
