Feeling lost getting over it and maybe not caring

[Jlh]

You can do this Turbine! I know how you feel with not wanting to let go. The little quirks and inside jokes and such with your spouse, I keep thinking back to happy times and feel so lost. It is not easy but we have to move forward.

Every morning I getup with anxiety and go to bed exhausted from work and childcare. Its SO hard to not think about my H and what could be making him treat me this way but I need to forget that and take care of me. He left me with a child, pets, a house and so much debt it makes me want to just hide in bed all day but I need to keep going.

You can do this, we can all do it together here. Every morning you get up and get moving you're a bit tougher. I believe in you!