Oh they are open, and although I gave up snooping, this one was right in front of me so I saw what she was texting. Things seem to be fizzling.....but no cartwheels here...I am staying the course and DBing. I understand the black and white standard and that is why by no means are we in R. That would be a requirement day 1 and as I have heard and been told it just has to play out....which it appears to be.
That's why I made the detachment statement that I am proud of....something like this used to set me back days and was a kick to the groin.....now it is her cross to bear, I am still doing me and did not lose a wink of sleep. I think her acknowledgement the next day of understanding my response was big...that would have never happened weeks ago.
I am still in not believing 100% of what she says and 50% of what she does, I just have to adhere to not giving a S*** 100% of the time until she proves herself willingly.
H-50 W-48 T-19 M -18 S23, S14 BD - 5/9/2018 OM discovered 5/10/2018
In house sep - 8/18/2018 Rope drop 2/15/2019 R'ing since 3/15/2019
