I have asked myself that question and i dont see how going back when she clearly doesnt want me there would help the situation
It helps because you reclaim your self respect. If you don't respect yourself, no one else will. You show her strength by living your life on your own terms and not tiptoeing around her, and allowing her to live her life.
She sees you running away as weaknesses, she can manipulate you b/c she knows you fear her reaction. A strong person who respects themselves makes their choices based on their morals and lets the chips fall where they may. You are showing her that you think if you do this dance just right, that you can win her back. But in the back of her mind, she's loving watching you dance knowing that you will never win and she will squash you like a bug whenever she pleases. So are you a dancer, or a man who acts from his own morals?
The only reason she has the power to kick you out of your own home is because you gave it to her.
I told myself and all my family that i was never gonna leave that I didn't believe in that and looked what i ended up doing... So the problem is if i go back home right now I have no job, no car . etc. We were a 1 vehicle family by choice. We had gotten out of debt by using dave ramsey methods. So right now i cant interview for jobs in Co wihle im in mo really. I would have to go home, and buy a vehicle which I was wanting to do before I left.
