Hi everyone - Monday was a mixed bag

Positives
+ Something new, grabbed H as he came out of the shower, he seemed keen we were late for work, but it was worth derailing the morning routine. I've been noticing lately that H seems to be hesitant about initiating intimacy, but is more than enthusiastic in responding
+ Nice relaxing day at work
+ H came over for lunch. I like this kind of attentiveness

Negatives
- H continues to maintain contact with OW. Why, why, why? Will she always be in our lives, like a thorn in the side?
- I have to travel for work next week and the week after. Will H meet up with OW? Will I ever be able to trust him? Am I expecting too much of myself?

I hope Tuesday brings calmer emotions. Need to develop new baby steps to match the splendidly ambitious May goals Slowly

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