Hey, Slowly, just wanted to chime in here and give you a bit of recognition. I'm still (after a couple of years lurking on the boards) stunned and impressed at how people are able to change and grow. Your choice to view the A as information is pretty impressive.
That said, of course you struggle with lesser emotions like jealousy and rage. I think you may be right about the feelings coming out from under the rug they've been staying for a while. Time for a new broom. . .
