ST I get the bi polar thoughts....mine was like that too for months. I actually had to go full NC and avoidance, like out of the house. I coordinated GAL activities so that I would not even have the opportunity to see her.
H-50 W-48 T-19 M -18 S23, S14 BD - 5/9/2018 OM discovered 5/10/2018
In house sep - 8/18/2018 Rope drop 2/15/2019 R'ing since 3/15/2019