Wow, that was very familiar. I could have written that almost verbatim early in my sitch.

Welcome and you wll get some good advice here.

But to start. Read DR.

Study detachment and put it into practice. 180 on your poor behavior, and continue GAL.Do not slow down on GAL but ramp it up.

Finally, look up any and everything sandi has written here and study it.

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M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018