Journaling for Tuesday. Trying to stay steady through more turbulence

Positives
+ H seems to be trying to end A
+ had a GREAT day at work - started spring cleaning to keep my mind off what H was planning to do, to stop expectations rising. Cleared off a lot of rubbish, feels good
+ fun dinner with a friend, did a bit of shopping for myself too
+ H calls me when he gets home, and gives me the 3rd degree, subtly, about my whereabouts. He was curious about how I organized dinner at the last minute Mystery rocks

Negatives
- H met OW last night to 'negotiate' the end of A - HUH???? Sounds like he still CARES about her opinion, and has perhaps positioned the ending as 'love you forever, but this is reality'. Well, whatever.

I'm off on a short business trip tonight, will expect nothing from H, plan to enjoy my adventure in a new place, meeting new people. Looking forward to catching up with everyone on Friday. Slowly

A Liberal Allowance of Time