Thanks Steve85. Yes, my goal is to get to the bottom of the deleted texts. I'm trying my best to get me back. I can honestly say this is not easy, I feel as though I have hit rock bottom.
Without reading ahead, my opinion is that they dont matter. You know that it was inappropriate and over the line of a typical friendship. So what difference does it make "how far" over the line they went?
Can you find a way to put that energy towards something positive for you instead?
