Manta, admittedly I have a different outlook than I did a year and a half ago. My W had an EA in 2005. Then one at the end of 2017. My new boundary is one more time and she is out. I have a lot more to offer her than she does me. I am AMOFWL. I know my own worth. I am awesome. And as such I don't wait for anyone EVER again.
Find your own power. Its okay to love her AND not be with her. Is she the only woman you've ever loved?
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018