Yesterday was tough. It was the 5th year anniversary of my best friend, who tragically died of brain cancer at the age of 30 years of age back in 2014. I went to church and prayed for him like I do every day for the past few years. I wish he was still here, as I know he would be great for advice. God rest him.
It's now over 4 months since I last saw/spoke to my wife in person.
3.5 months since my wife told me by a message, she wanted a D.
3 months since I sent her the legal letter, she never responded too.
I'm in an angry phase now. Very pi$$ed at everything my WW has done and the cowardice & disrespect she has shown. The emotional immaturity shown is appalling.
I'm still detached, in NC and GAL. Installed a dating app this weekend. I don't want anything right now, as i really have nothing to offer. I would just like to talk to a few people, maybe meet a few new friends. I'm working out, still in very good shape and busy with work and keeping in contact with all my friends. They're very supportive and can't understand why my WW did this.
She has made no effort to talk to me, or see me or R. We only work about 15 mins from each other, but she's living a WW lifestyle now. I don't want to engage with her as she's still in the A, afaik.
I'm not on social media. I haven't stalked or looked at her profile. I don't want to know what she's doing.
If she wants to speak to me, she knows how to contact me.
I'm moving forward. Full steam.
BH: 36 WW:33 M: 2 Relationship: 6 years. Dday: Aug 2018 0 1st mention of D: 30/09, 2nd Mention 17/02/2019 LRT: Oct 2018 WW & AP: EA & PA since June 2018 (Moved country and in with AP Feb 2019)
