Well my kiddo is asking more and more where his daddy is. I'm not pleased that he looks sad now asking. I'm not sure what to say to him. H only contacts him on the two days a week that he wanted in the evenings to see him and the every other weekend. I've told him that our son enjoys him calling him but H says that he is just "bothering us" by calling. I have never said or done anything to make him feel he is bothering his son by calling him. I shouldn't be surprised since the guy acts freaked out to come into the house.

His aunt talked to me and says it sounds like a midlife thing and to hang in there and be patient. Meanwhile I see the lawyer tomorrow to go over some D plans from the other attorney's side.

I work hard for me and kiddo now, I do most of the child raising, the IEP things for him and his lessons in school, meanwhile H is just off doing whatever in his apartment with his off again on again friendliness. I'm just so tired at this point. I'm looking into single parent of special needs kid groups to talk. I'm so far away from my family with little support here in another state. It's just exhausting doing this alone for the most part and he says he wont sign off on anything for me to take my son with me to my home state where I can be with family and friends again.

Together for 13 years, married for 8.
H is 46
I'm 40
S is 6
Bombdrop in April 2018
Still in limbo as of 2019