Journaling:

Living life to the fullest, that means GAL, working out, and living with a clear mind. No more fog for me I see very clear now. I have been reading everyday and learning, I see sitches that all have the same theme... well its time to make some changes. I had a great break over the holidays and now its back to hard work.

Children are all pretty well accepting of whats going on, meaning they dont ask any questions anymore. I know they want to know whats going on but I just dont have answers for them. I am waiting for a court date as this is required for me to be D'ed. W has slowed down the entire process as we could have been D'ed over a year ago.

I received a text from one of my W's sisters wishing me a happy birthday, I just resonded with thank you. I have no desire to speak with her. She is a WW spouse about 5X over. H took her back every time.

I really want to get this house sold as I have a place to live set up. Looking forward to cutting back on work and increasing GAL. The social club was one of the best moves I made as I have made so many new friends. Great times ahead.

2019 will be a great year!!


M:52 W:49
D:26 S:24 S:23 D:20
ILYBNILWY 5/28/17
Still living together
W filed 1/5/18
W moved out 8/24/18
D final 9/18/20