Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can #

[marina7]

Kml,

I understand and GAL has never seen or ask
What I do. I know that am always keeping kids
And I busy.

Library things, or in the summer We kept busy
And kids scouts.

When I didn't have the kids I catch movies
Sometimes on my own or BF.

I only did what I felt was Right when I needed to send

I would ask W on my weekend's with s10 can I pick up
Early, W response would say Where you going
Or Why or is it important or I need proof and who you
Going.

Speaking for me this was wrong for W to ask me 20/20
Questions when I use to ask a simple question.

And yes I use to send GAL email with conversations
Of W and I,

And many of Times GAL never responded.

Or another was the first refusal. My lawyer
Filed first refusal 2hours or more.

I again tried to explain to GAL why when GAL ask
And it didn't make sense and GAL kind of laugh at
How ridiculous it was to file

If I was giving the chance to explain the way my lawyer
Knew was W was constantly dropping s10 and Ex MIL
Or OW family.

If W was busy or needed s10 to be watch why
Not give me the opportunity to have s10 for those
2 hours, 3 hours whatever it was, why was W always
Taken away from US.

I just never understood and in meeting of Friday
W exact words in Spanish
M you should have left things how it was.

And smirks with OW.

This is simply things W has been allowed to
Get away with.

How can I not be outspoken about this.

Trust me, my part I care to much for my kids
I show it.
Where W is unemotional and stays very calm
Where yes I tear up I am human.
Especially when I am living this hell with W.

Especially the part where GAL invited OW to meeting
As now, we all 3 must coparent.

I sat there in all like how is this happening

If W can't even coparent with Me how can we
Involved a 3rd party especially OW.

Many have ask how is this allowed OW is mistress
Again W has denied that and they where only friends.

Anyone that has gone through this hell knows what
Am dealing with.

And yes I know GAL and therapist and lawyer
May not understand the MLC crap they do.

I sometimes lay in bed in all. Like I even ask myself
If a friend was telling me this was happening to them
Would I even believe it. It's so unbelievable the
Crap we go through.

And the ones that know and believe me is because
They seen it unfold or when
My step mom came and W didn't know she was in town
And mom hearing W speak to me or W text or even
Hearing the kids talk that when my mom realized OMG
You are going through hell.

To hear her say this to me I ask mom directly
Did you not believe me her response was
I thought you might have been over telling the story
But now that am here I see it and this is horrible.

So part of me knows that even me filing in court
Was maybe taking out of context.

But I just filed exactly how everything happened which
I honestly only seen crap like this on T.V shows

I never thought this could happen to me.

So yes many ask how could this had happen I again don't know
But if I would have stayed quiet then I might still
Have been taking as me not caring for Trios at all.

So I am dam if I did or if I didn't.