It is so good to hear from you. I was wondering how you were getting on as hadn't heard from you in a while. I had imagined you were doing fine. Moving forward slowly, head up, one step in front of the other. I know that we are told to not have expectations. But in this case your update is exactly how I had imagined it would be.
You have risen above the game and in doing so, you have won. With or without this forum, I think you would have gotten there eventually, maybe not as quickly.
I am glad you came to this forum to ask for help. Although I don't think you need us anymore, your strength inspires many of us.