Man tonight is one of those nights...I am getting myself wrapped around the axle about all this court stuff and kids and custody. It just feels like I am guilty and trying to prove my innocence while the guillotine is being raised.
It's just so frustrating on every front. She wants the kids and will lie to anyone to prevent me from seeing them. She wants enough money that she doesn't have to do anything differently. She wastes tons of money on her L, and mine by association asking stupid questions about hiring a plumber to unclog a drain. She believes that because she asked for me to pay all her legal fees that she won't be responsible in any way for all of the costs. Such a fairy tale life she is living right now.
Her L isn't too good at this game in my opinion. He sends emails that have stuff from her that just blew my mind. She says in her email to him that me spending time with the kids isn't an option because 'what if they have to go to the bathroom?' Are you kidding me? They are 8 and 11, they can pee without assistance from a parent.
Sorry just having one of those frustrating and anxious evenings where things are all doom and gloom. I know I am doing it and just need to get out of this tunnel before I don't sleep all night worrying about things I don't control. I am scared of the courts and this process.
Me40; W38; S12; D9 BD11/19/2018 D filed 12/20/18 D Final 7/2020 Being the best example I know how for my kids to see.
