The Clitoris

[NotATLDave]

I sincerely apologize to all you folks. In re-reading what I wrote (now), I see how I came off like a total a-hole.

About an hour after I posted this, I realized that it was perfectly fine for gent to post this. If I didn't think it's a relevant thread, I don't have to read it like mojo said.

Also note that I'm definitely not feeling "enlightened", but quite the opposite. I am feeling confused, hopeless, anxious, grumpy, and questioning everything that's been going on in my sitch. MPT really bumped me into a paradoxical-cyclical spin with a comment from the other day and I'm having a hard time shaking it. My mood is altering my ability to rationally recall and apply all the things I've learned. I'm also getting the vibe that our issues might be even lower-level than the PM things. I guess I just need to refocus on myself and not my W or people on this board. I'm feeling an inner-rebellion to introspection. This is the most painful thing I've ever experienced in my life.

Once again folks, I apologize. I'll try really hard to not poop on anyone and please feel free to slap me around if it looks like I'm getting being crabby versus "tough loving". Oddly, my behavior at home is the opposite...I start getting reserved and agreeable. This might have to do with why I'm non confrontational...I know my penchant for getting irrational and don't trust myself to have hard conversations with W without being offensive...so I've always just smiled and accepted everything than anyone has thrown at me. This is my issue.

I'll let you guys get back to the subject at hand. The odd coincidence is that Monday, I asked my W the exact same question about what horniness felt like in a woman and if she still felt it, and when. Her answer was "it's hard to describe the feeling other than a slight tingle and that yes, she still feels it occasionally". I asked "oh man...when do you feel it?....wait...don't answer that or I will never leave the house". Her reply..."let's just keep this one of my 'mysteries'". Not sure if I should be happy that she gets horny or bummed that it never gets acted upon.