Originally Posted by Turbine


So what I get out of that is I am wasting my time trying to improve myself because she is beyond thinking of ever trying. I don't want anyone else. A terminally stupid wouldn't hurt her. Would it isolate her from our kids? Would she ever regret this? Some sick trains of thought right... thats where I am too much...


You are only wasting your time improving yourself if your goal is to make your W reconsider D. You can NOT make another person do ANYTHING.

You improve yourself because you love yourself and your children. You got that????? NO OTHER REASON!!!! This is about YOU. You have to become the best version of you possible, because this road is rough. This road is dangerous. This road leads through despair. You will have to be the best version of Turbine possible to make it on this road. Sure, it scks being on this path because it is so difficult.

But at the end of the road is healing and the future.

Last edited by Joe2017; 01/11/19 07:11 PM.

Save yourself. Nobody is coming!
BD:11/2017
Filed:12/2017
Final: 2/2018