Yes I have heard that story. I guess right now I am still trying to drown instead of accepting the rescue. What a mess.
No, I am not sure what she is telling me beyond done, move on I don't love you, its over.
Trust nothing they say and half of what they do...
So here is her text message the following morning:
"Think about yesterday, conference. We could do better than what I I've seen very simple You just have to accept and let it go what is the truth.there is no Love in between"
So what I get out of that is I am wasting my time trying to improve myself because she is beyond thinking of ever trying. I don't want anyone else. A terminally stupid wouldn't hurt her. Would it isolate her from our kids? Would she ever regret this? Some sick trains of thought right... thats where I am too much...
H (me) 56 ; W 54 ; M 32 ; D 32 ; D 30 ; S 21 ; Grandkids: 12, 11, 10, 8, 1
