Maika,

I think it is the unexpected waves that smash into us from behind that can hurt us the worst. You know what to do, you know how to save yourself from drowning in them, you know that you are strong and more than capable of getting back up onto your feet. You know all of that from the long journey that you have taken over the last two years.

Find your blessings, find what you do have in your life, what you are grateful for. And then get out and act. Get out of your head and GAL. Turn to those things that feed your body, mind, and soul whether it be friends, or sports, or seeing a great movie. You know the script at this point.

Just ride out this wave of negativity and you know the emotions will subside. You got this!


W 34 Me 42
Married 7 years together 8
0 kids 1 beloved dog
BD 4/6/2018
I moved out 4/7/2018
I moved back in alone 8/05/2018
I file 3/06/2019
D official 5/7/2019