Building my best self and life with or without W

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Thanks ovr you’re abaolutely right. I try to be kind and smile. But it doesn’t feel good being in her place. I pay for it. She seems entitled. And it’s draining and a negative emotion. Her place is nicer than mine so it’s a weird feeling. Since she’s earned 0 dollars and I’m on the lease. So I try to get out of there quick. Not sure if next month I just take 1000 off the support and pay the rent or all the way to 0.

She just texted me let me know when you’re at the y I’m here exercising. I’m dressed for a lunch and will be pleasant. I tend to be black and white. All or nothing. And need to work on that. I’ve learned so much and know enough to know I’ve got a lot more work and learning to do.

Work is going so well. I’d love to share it with W but I know what’s meant for me will manifest itself in time if I do my best in all aspects of my life. I trust the universe and my higher power.

For Vegas I will have time to go out and enjoy plus I’m going to get to some sites the first day I’m there. Likely going on a trip in spring as well. If I were in a relationship with w these trips may be different and her opinion is it’s unfair or whatever but hey I work and earn decent money so I’m going to do my thing. With or without her.

Thanks all and much love.




W says - You’re a really good dad. I hope you know it

Say nothing since not a question... Just say thanks I try my best? It does mean a lot. And feel good for her to say that but I know I shouldn’t say that.

Do you guys see how it’s hard for me to know how to respond?

Thank you