Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can #

[marina7]

Gerda
Thank you,

But you and I are moms we think with our
Hearts which we should. But the GAL
Are through the books. They follow the
Illinois law. But as I stated also am not just going
Say ok either.

So yes to many of your questions.
I am also Catholic. I try to explain
to many who look at me, I am who I am
Because I knew I could not lie to God.
I never faulted from my truth. I have followed
Almost all bible rules except the man and women
But I remember saying to myself if I hide who I am
Then am lying to God and I just couldn't.

Now, Yes if I get Trios of course W would have to
Pay child support.
Remember W and OW is all about money.
They both have purchased two new cars

Always flaunting it around. Also W then can claim the
Three kids in taxes. W at the moment is money hungry.

Also 2yrs ago I almost lost my hand at work
Been through many surgeries but haven't settled
Because need more surgeries to go. But one
Thing W brought up is once settlement is final
does W get child support.

Everything with W is money and money.

If you read my post earlier in the beginning I
Filed. I still remember January 2018 was court
The first thing W lawyer said was W wants to file
Taxes for Trios. For d10 and s9. W lawyer kept asking

This was the first time I seen W since her M.I.A
From October 2017 and that was the first thing W ask
Was filing of taxes.

So is W doing this for all right reason No.

Illinois law for 50/50 both parents must
Live 15 miles away. I did live 15 miles from W
Because after BD I started googling laws and one
Thing was the 50/50 but I yet didn't file
Because I had the trio's. So W moved again that
Took us 28 miles away. I have been ask to move
Which I can't and I have spoken up why do I move
When I been here with kids. And financially can't

Due to W having better school that's why.

And as DnJ said which that I get. I got what
I wanted trio's not to be separated.
So here I am waiting till later to go listen.

I know I will do what I gotta do. To protect
Our kids. But I also gotta let go of that rope
And give W a taste of motherhood. W never
Been the mommy type. Since day one I been
The one there always.

Also I have contacted LGBTQ community and hoping
For a call soon. If I have to take this to social media,
Supreme court I will. Not only for my children's
But to many children's out here dying from parents hands

Poor babies out here don't get protected anymore.
I also understand why some parents give up. This takes
A drain on us mentally. But I have God spi6to fight
And I dream last night. That not yet, I still have the fight
I will fight for my Trios. I also want W to be part of their life

I want W involved, I never wanted to take trio's from W.
But me doing that bit me on the butt. Because when
We filed it was to keep Trios separated and not
Being drop off.
So here I am not knowing what's going to happen.
Only God knows what he has plans