LBS dealing with WW (part 7) (piecing?)

[Joe2017]

I just re-read the last few posts. Thanks everyone for the support. Well, XW and I had a huge fight. Well not really a fight, because I didn't engage. She just got really angry.

I went to a friend's party. XW did not go because my friends think she's a terrible person now. My ex GF had been invited, which is no big deal to me. I actually really like her as a person and we did not have a bad breakup, but we are 100% broken up. I returned some of her stuff. It was just in my truck for whenever I had the chance to drop it off at her place or whatever.

Anyhow, I told XW that exGF was there for transparency's sake. Then the stream of texts came in, and I tried to make her feel comfortable with the situation. Anyhow, I put my phone on silent mode. When I got back around to checking it, there was a huge long thread of her being mad at me and being distrustful, accusing me of cheating, and insulting exGF. By then it was clear to me that I should not respond. She called and i ignored that too because I didn't want to say the wrong thing.

She took me off her SM and said she blocked my number. Then, she unblocked it.

Nothing happened between me and exGF. I didn't do anything inappropriate, but I understand how this made XW feel. XW and i have texted some today, but she is obviously still mad at me.

I'm upset about it, but I'm also OK if she decides that she doesn't want to do this with me anymore. I'd be sad, but not destroyed.

I am going to IC today, thankfully.

I realize I was in a bad situation at my friend's, but I am not going to just leave a party if my exGF shows up. Maybe I should, but I also feel like XW should trust me.

Oh well.