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[marina7]

Gerda ,:) Thank you

Yes you are right, has my lawyer given up.
No payment the last month I would say and
I am paying what I can.

I also try to look at the positive, do they want W to fail.
W hasn't filed for motion or anything so W actions shows
W doesn't care.

Yes was I the first lesbian case in my county Yes, they
Didn't know how to even file that's how crazy it was.

I unfortunately got this lawyer that took retainer and now
She kind of saying if you have money for another lawyer who
Maybe has something up there sleeve.

Will I agree to GAL Nope. But this means we go to trial which
Lawyer said to start that is 10,000 I didn't ask if that's half me and half W

And also YES to what you ask W has two cases one was closed and other I haven't
Been contact.

To give you a little of county here there is more children abuse here then a big city.
If fact a child that CPS was called over 5 times was found dead.

CPS here [censored]. I am lost exactly how to even try to hire a pro bono lawyer.

In 2017 when W took s10 I went to 6 total office for advice and they all where almost the same.
But all of them didn't even know how to file this is a first.


I even today looked into LGBTQ office and going if this goes bad because I honestly believe
This case is something they don't want to touch. Is a very touchy subject.

Also you didn't miss anything.

W walk away from us,
W left me all 3 kids
W then decided to separate kids because they not blood
W then went M.I.A I had to start and file to see and get custody
W didn't want to see d10 and s9
W lawyer made her on weekends
W then became abusive with s9
W monstering every drop off or pick up
I even called GAL on my request at police station drop off.

I have gone through hoops to show lawyers, GAL and judge am all in as a parent and coparent

Now I don't have family here or am not that social. I been ask what if emergency happens.
I also been ask by GAL why don't I mends with my toxic family.

Also let me put this out here. I am latino not Mexican. We is Mexican
So GAL is Mexican, they all about family , I am American I agree with certain things
That W never did, I agree certain things to make America better W is a advocate for
Everything you don't want or politics is not in the same even though W is a Marine
She rather die marching for Mexican rights which I agree to some but when people are
Wrong they are wrong.

Guess what GAL is a advocate for Mexican.
In one of my thread when I was going for meeting W and GAL where very friendly I found that
Bothering. I try not to let monkey brain get to me but they where to smiley and friendly.

GAL says this also can help you get on your feet. I feel am giving no choice is like
Pick A voluntary sign or then we go the nasty way.

Tomorrow I am going there all ears and taking of course God with me. And hear them out
But No I won't just roll over.