two steps forward, three steps back (burned)

[Ready2Change]

And do you know what Me is? I’m petty, vindictive, passive-aggressive, impatient, selfish, and generally callous. I hide my hateful tendencies under a thin veneer of charm, wit, niceness. I’m arrogant and entitled and prideful. I resent when things don’t work the way I want them to, because I think I’m special and don’t have to put in the work. I blame others for my lack of satisfaction in life. I’m not the good person I’ve duped people into thinking I am. I’m a victim and a fraud. I ask for advice and then I ridicule it, because “I know better.”

I am just like her.

We all have 4 fingers pointing back at us while we point one at "the bad person".


This is what it all really is about. This is an inward journey. How do I want to treat other people. What can I change to be more in line with how I want to be.