And do you know what Me is? I’m petty, vindictive, passive-aggressive, impatient, selfish, and generally callous. I hide my hateful tendencies under a thin veneer of charm, wit, niceness. I’m arrogant and entitled and prideful. I resent when things don’t work the way I want them to, because I think I’m special and don’t have to put in the work. I blame others for my lack of satisfaction in life. I’m not the good person I’ve duped people into thinking I am. I’m a victim and a fraud. I ask for advice and then I ridicule it, because “I know better”
So maybe instead of worrying about everything else, you work on these things....
I’m sure there are plenty of good qualities to balance this out. In any case, the first step to solving any problem is to identify it.
Do you want to be all of those things the rest of your life?
