Originally Posted by Turbine
Back to feeling useless and unwanted. Yeah its all in my head. Got lots to work out.


Very sorry you're having a down time. Keep in mind that only your W's feelings changed, you still have a lot of kids and grandkids to consider and I bet they love you to pieces.

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There are lots of women at the gym. You know what goes through my head? Not any of them are my W.


I used to think that after BD. Now? I think "Not any of them are my W THANK GOD" grin

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I read here and there are so many of you that seem far stronger than I am feeling.


What you are going through is normal. You just joined here 5 months ago, it takes a good year for most of us to start feeling "normal" again. Be patient with yourself! Just take things a day at a time, or if that's too much an hour at a time. Don't spin about the future right now, just get through each day.


Me: 60 w/ S18, D24, D27

M: 21 years; BD: 06-14-12; S: 09-10-12; D final: 03-17-14; XW:57