Thanks everyone for the support and prayers. Greatly appreciated. Things are better, and I am back to working on MR 2.0 and trying to improve things. However, I still have pangs of thinking maybe I should I have just insisted she follow through on her plan to get a job, get her own place, and D. I wonder often what that would look like today. I guess I am being a typical human-being in that I want my cake and eat it too.
Glad you are back on track.
I guess one of the things I think you need to look at is this. People cycle up and down, hot and cold. This obviously includes you too. So in DB we suggest you sit back - take a deep breath and wait for the cycle to complete before you make a big decision. Having your cake and eating it too are fine for the long term but be careful that you make decisions about it in the short term.
LOVE is a CHOICE not a feeling, so be sure it is what you are choosing to do, for the right reasons.
This. Is. Awesome. Thanks Cadet. If someone doesn't beat me to it this is going in R2C's thread when I get time.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
