Grace here is my first post from 2016

http://www.divorcebusting.com/forum...ain=60099&Number=2719422#Post2719422

It has been a mix of nightmare, roller coaster, insane asylum and marathon



Andrew and Butterfly

Andrew absolutely hit the nail on the head

And yes what a difference a year makes

You put into words what I have not been able to

Light bulb moment

Yes she is still focused on her needs

Yes she wants me to pursue and court her again

But I want to be wanted too



Job and Westo

Thank you for the reminder that this part is hard too

I ignorantly thought this would be the easy part

I think I have given up on the grand apology

But I think those pesky expectations have risen

And the patience is wearing thin

So thank you for the reminder

I am not at the end of this marathon

I am smack dab in the middle of it

So yes of course actions speak louder than words

So let me empty myself of those negative feelings

And fill myself with gratitude

Today is a better day


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving