It has been a mix of nightmare, roller coaster, insane asylum and marathon
Andrew and Butterfly
Andrew absolutely hit the nail on the head
And yes what a difference a year makes
You put into words what I have not been able to
Light bulb moment
Yes she is still focused on her needs
Yes she wants me to pursue and court her again
But I want to be wanted too
Job and Westo
Thank you for the reminder that this part is hard too
I ignorantly thought this would be the easy part
I think I have given up on the grand apology
But I think those pesky expectations have risen
And the patience is wearing thin
So thank you for the reminder
I am not at the end of this marathon
I am smack dab in the middle of it
So yes of course actions speak louder than words
So let me empty myself of those negative feelings
And fill myself with gratitude
Today is a better day
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving