Getting to bed D4 says if I could wish for anything it’d be for all of us to live together. Me too d4 me too. That sht cuts deep into my heart.

That’s why I hate divorce why I have a hard time believing what W actions have shown me. That’s why I’m writing this book why I’m 500+ posts in here. And why as humans we need to learn how to have better healthier relationships. Because we weren’t taught. Our kids and future generations deserve better.

Honestly, just ouch.


H: 33 W:32
M: 5 T: 8
D: 4
BD: 6/2017
MO: 6/2017
House sold: 6/28/18
W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18
Paying $ support since 7/18.
Physical Reconnect- 10/18
W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18