Kids and I had a really good christmas and new year without W.
Unfortunately, W failed to return the kids and so has broken the court order again. I then saw the kids at the school to check they were OK. W then wanted to speak to me, I said she was breaking the court order as the kids should be with me. W lost her temper, shouting and swore. I walked away calmly. Later in the day she took the kids out of school before I could collect them and so broke the court order again. Kids have still not been returned to me and L are dealing with it.
What I realised is that I wasn't longing for W at all.
