Gordie 22 eight months after she dropped the D

[Gordie]

Oneart

Yes I do think she is trying to communicate more of her wants

And I am thinking about my own wants and needs



DNJ

Yes one of her LL is words of affirmation

But I am having a hard time giving them to her

I am having a hard time giving myself more fully to her



Journaling

On a day to day basis things are much better

But deep down I still have lingering feelings of anger and betrayal

I still feel used

We should be able to overcome this

But I don’t know how we do

When we still can’t even talk about anything

Praying and digging for more patience