Letting Go. Detaching. Done Engaging.

[Did]

D4 fell and had bad gash in her head. I had her. Called w told her going to hospital to get stitches. She met us there. I didn’t say much to her focused on giving love and caring for D4. She’s ok after 14 stitches what a trooper. Few hours in hospital. W mentions she couldn’t be more hungover. Mentions drunk texted OM2 said she said dumb ass to him. Supposedly hasn’t talked to or seen this guy in months since before we were dating. Also mentioned guy she went on 1 date with a long time ago stationed overseas in military. She has mentioned this guy messages her a lot on Facebook. She said something about setting the tone w him that it was just friends. Etc. honestly it didn’t really affect me and do I want someone who has issues w drinking to go along w everything else. She showed me pic of her and her girlfriend she was out with along with her husband.

I worked 6-9p tonight and 8-11a tomorrow. After hospital w came to my house. Had to get D4 stuff etc. again my concern is D4. Made her favorite lunch etc. let her watch a movie on my laptop in bed and eat. Obviously a traumatic day for her and draining for all of us. W mentioned in hospital she’d kill for an apple. I gave her an apple. She laid with D4 in my bed. I stayed out of the room for the most part sat with D4 a little and fed her. No pursuit from me.

W made a few comments. Thanks daddy you’re so nurturing was seeming thankful. Obviously doesn’t mean anything.

I texted her a few hours later.

I hope D4 is feeling ok. Please do not tell me about other guys like army dude setting the tone. Or drunk texting om2 there is 0 reason to mention men to me ever.

You do it multiple times every time we see each other for more than a few min.

Thanks. Goodnight.

I’m really sorry. I apologize. didn’t want you to think I was like texting guys or something. There’s no excuse I’m sorry.

Me. Thanks I appreciate it.

W. You’re welcome. Thank you for today.

No response back to NC except D4.

How did I do? Feeling slightly more detached but I’m sure I fd up some. Thanks all cheers