Well. OM was notified to never contact her again and told that their relationship and the affair was the biggest mistake of XW’s life. XW agreed to ignore OM from now on. It created a really awful stream of hate from OM that I had to help XW deal with. It scared her, but it will go away eventually.

Coupled with the realization that my S is not happy that XW is in our lives again made the night very hard on her.

I’m going to have to back off quite a bit and give her some space to feel this out. She is close to giving up because of how much she has put into getting me back only to face obstacle after obstacle. I don’t know if she thought she could just walk back into my life with ease, but that’s definitely not the case.

She has had to face many emotionally charged days with me. It’s time for me to go back to the mindset of clearing the path so the road back is clear. I believe my XW is a good person at heart.


Save yourself. Nobody is coming!
BD:11/2017
Filed:12/2017
Final: 2/2018